How am I doing?

How are you doing? That is probably the hardest question for me to answer. I never know what to say, as it seems like a question in which people ask without really wanting to know OR you answer the question and then they look like they are sorry they asked.

SOOO...... How am I doing? To be honest I do not know. I miss being myself, being able to go for morning walks, being able to talk freely, or playing with the boys and not worry about how much noise we are making. Some have complimented me for my patience and endurance, others for staying positive in these tough times. I don't feel like I am that positive or patient, I feel I am making it through one day at a time and trying my best with God's help to not let anything slip through the cracks.

My biggest prayer is for discernment and wisdom as we go through tougher financial times and the beginning of track season approaches. Also, wisdom to do what's right and best for Scott, Alex, and Matthew. I also having been praying for wisdom in what path I should take in my career, it not an easy choice to make as our family needs more routine now then we ever have had before. Living in the Dells it is hard to find good paying Monday thru Friday jobs, and I am not certain if me leaving Starbucks would be the best course of action. I have till this fall to decide my path and I know God is very much in control.

I would love to get my body back into shape and have started walking up and down our basements stairs till the ice outdoors clears up. I will start learning how to ride horseback soon, this amazes me as I have always suffered such bad allergies when around horses but not the last couple of years. (Yeah the 2 years of allergy injections paid off!)

Well thst sums it up for now. Good night